I am not really sure how to start this. I want to sit down with everyone and just look at them in that kind and heartfelt way that Dr. F has obviously practised and tell them the truth. The problem is that I am struggling with that truth. I thought I had fought my fight, I thought I had won my battles and my war, but I was so wrong. Today I was told that my leukemia really is back. Today I was told that I had lost and it had won. Today I was told we have to start again and find a new way to beat this thing. Today I was told that I have to go back in to the Beatson on Tuesday and today for the first time ever I started to question the outcome. But I am home now, I know I have people who love me, people who support me and God is with me – so what more can I ask for? In my last post I mentioned something about big pants well now I am just going to have to pull them over my leggings and find my superpower, because my story is not over yet not by a long shot. I understand if those of you on Facebook are getting fed up of my drama but I can’t say that I am going to stop posting any time soon, so if you need a break I get it and if you don’t then I guess all I can say is LETS DO THIS – you, me and God versus leukemia – I know which side I would choose to be on.
We are with you along your next steps fighting all the way Jade. Prayers and thoughts are with you and your big girls pants,
Don’t EVER stop posting. You’ve got this! Xx