I have the best dad in the world. He just drove for 10 hours so that I could get my new cells – and while there may have been millions (or more) of them in this bag – this is the actual amount that I was given after all that driving.
So as it was explained to me, the kind of leukemia mutation I have is not that afraid of chemo! Why does that not surprise me??? There is very little that scares me any more so why should my cancer not be cut from the same cloth ;o) Giving me these cells means that it should reduce my chances of having another relapse, but again as my doctors explained (thank you very much ;o) my kind of cancer does not like to give up without a fight. They also had the grace to look a bit sheepish when they said that any reaction to this dose will probably start within 4 to 6 weeks. I know Christmas/New Year but really what other choice is there? However, I am totally full of faith tonight (or maybe that is the piriton, who knows) and I just know that this is going to work. I have not spent the last week trying to write an essay on ‘what is preaching and what is its chief end’ for it to not count for anything (I would like to say that I could tell you the answer to that question but I will have to wait for my lecturer to tell me if I actually know ;o). So there you go cancer, there may be very little that scares you but my God, my family, my friends, my donor and my NHS (I feel after this many years that they are mine ;o) are bigger, stronger, better and more courageous than you and we are going to win. If all else fails I also bought toffee on the way home to bribe my new cells, some might call it stress eating but if it works……so maybe it is the piriton AND the sugar that are making me so positive but as I have already said if that works….