So my treatment has now started.  I have had two lots of chemo, and more anti’s than you could shake a stick at.  Anti-sickness, anti-fungal, anti-viral, anti-sleep and diabetes inducing drugs (steroids), anti-infection injections and tomorrow I start the pentamidine again (which is an anti-lung infection drug).  So the plan is still the same.  Follow the same course of treatment as before until I am back in remission an then the big decisions are going to have to be made.  I must admit I am tired today but not too tired to go out and find a church to attend and it seems that the one I found has connections with half of Glenelg.  There are some people who may think it is funny (odd) that I still want to go to Church especially now the leukemia has come back, but there is no issue about me looking for blame, looking to point the finger;  It is what it is.  Worse things happen to better people all of the time and trying to look for answers to the big question of WHY will just drive me mad so my great plan is just to take this one day at a time.  I have been told this is probably going to be a rougher ride than last time but that does not worry me because we have done it before and I know that we can do it all again. xx