So it has been some considerable time since I have written here and that has partly been due to the fact that I have been busy getting my life back in order.  However, I felt the need to update today because I have some fabulous news to share.    Ok it is maybe not quite on the level of “you are in remission” but pretty close.   On Saturday I went for a job interview at the Castle and I found out yesterday that I have the job.   While for most people this would be great news, for me it means so much more.  This is a sign that caner no longer defines me and I can now really start thinking about it in the past tense and focus instead on my future.